;........

Blue river flowing under the crimson sky

I remember smoke dancing up at the holy sights

And the flowers blooming on the graveyards of children

Through thick and thin I have felt sun kissing my cheeks

Winds drying my tears and brushing my hair

I have had my own dose of melancholy in this existential crisis

Touching my bare back oh how I wish petals would grow in them

I have had enough of powerful wings I just need some rest

Maybe the lady in loud dress with red lips getting hooked wasn’t me 

but is this girl in Pjs with a cup of bittersweet coffee defines me

Oh trust me I have had my own dose of melancholy in this existential crisis

Bille, Chessy, Elvis, and Freddie did you all had those moments?

while sun was shining over you in its glory

Or am I alone dancing in the illusion of pain eternally

Wrapped into the cover of love and light

I never knew life can be so hard to live by

Oh what a coacinistic dose of melancholy it is in this existential crisis

I don’t ask anymore why me, why me, why me

Maybe i am just tired of reasons

Scared of logics defiling my emotions

Maybe I am ok with this blue color creeping into my soul

Living with my eyes closed faking a smile wherever I go

Maybe i am okay with my own dose of melancholy in this existential crisis….

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Reading is one of my hobbies apart from writing this time I just decided to share my favorite list of novels with all of you I would like to thank you guys for visiting my blog and without any further delay here goes the list.......

my first novel

(A TALE OF TWO CITIES-Charles dickens)

This was the first novel I ever read and this is the novel to blame for my obsession with reading one day my dad suddenly gave me this book and said "hey hon this book is really good I think you should read it" and I did so .Its a complete package with thriller action and romance in it the story is exciting happy tragic all in the same time I  think every book lover must have it.......I just luuuuuv the novel.and while you read this you can feel that revolution heat and its one of a kind......

                                                             

FOR THAT ROMANTIC MOOD

(pride and prejudice-Jane Austin)

Imagine can you fall in love with some whose behavior is unpleasing and antisocial when you two first met probably not but what if he is your sister's bf's boyfriend well i know its complicated and you never know what happens next   in this novel with a series of romantic and fascinating emotional twist and turn two completely different person fall head over heels for each other its quite romantic and fascinating and the novel clearly picturise the class differences ,social problems and economic system of Victorian erra.....what  I love most about this novel is the wisdom and intellect that the female protagonist holds instead of being dominated she knows how to fight for right and she really is daddy's lil girl which is something i can relate to<3<3

Paranormal creature's normal love

(dark lover)

well instead of reading about normal humans its quite fun and adventure to explore the world of dracula werewolf and vampires dark lover is the first novel of black dagger brotherhood series this book is quite romantic and is hot and sensual in the same time ;pI personally enjoyed reading it .It gives you a do not loose hope vibe and lots of joy its not tragic at all and is a sure remedy to make you feel good

SEE DEEP INTO YOU

(THE WINNER STANDS ALONE -PAULO COELHO)

We always want so much we need everything that we can get on this damn world so we work hard day and night and get all we want but sometimes everything seems useless and we find our self trapped ever wondered why???this novel is exactly about that trap a man with terrible past works hard to get rich he has everything but still he is empty as his better half left him.....its complicated novel which deals with the complications of life i personally enjoyed reading it ..................... and is a must have .....

                                                                

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